As I sit here and watch my boys play, my heart is crying inside. How could someone that looks so perfect on the outside, have so many issues going on inside of that tiny little body? What am I to do when he needs the transplant? Do I wait for a strangers kidney, or make the sacrifice of a lifetime? What I mean is, the doctors mentioned to us a while ago about Jesse's big brother Nickolas being a match for a kidney. But can I do it? Do I watch both of my boys go through surgery at the same time? I'd rather the kidney come from someone we know, but do I put Nickolas' life out on a limb like that? But then again, he would be saving his baby brothers life. I just dont know what to do. I guess we will deal with it when the times comes.
Nickolas hasbeen doing well since his surgery. He still hasnt eaten anything in 7 days. His doctor said it was normal as long as he is taking in a lot of fluids, which he is. Both of my boys are fighters through and through.
I love my boys with all of my being. If it wasnt for them coming into my life, who knows where I'd be.
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My heart cries with you Tonia. You only want the best for your kids. Hope they have a good life and than this happens. You and your boys are a lot in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteLove, <3 Thea