Well, the news was not good today. we were told that Jesse will need to be on dialysis or have a transplant in the next few years. His right kidney will never have any function. The cysts grew a lot bigger on the right side. The left kidney, which was working good at birth, is now losing function and is not growing with him.
I am so lost right now. Dont know what I will do if something happens to my baby boy. To have these wonderful 2 years with him already, through all of the ups and downs, we have made it this far. I just want to crawl into a corner and cry, but I know I cant. Jesse needs me to be strong for him. He is a fighter, I know this is my heart. Ive watched him have his tiny heart cut open twice. He recovered so well and so quick.
Please keep your prayers coming for my little guy.
Mommy loves you so much Jesse. You will pull through this, I feel it in my heart. For every tear I cry, is a tear of joy for each moment of your sweet life I get to spend with you!
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Prayers and hugs as always. Remember that you're a lot stronger than you think you are. I may not be there physically but all you have to do is call if you need anything. Anytime, day or night, if you need someone to talk to just call me. I love you.
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